Have you
ever felt at times like, metaphorically, the vultures are hovering overhead,
just waiting for you to give up and doubt God?
I'll have
to admit, I have had many moments like that, especially lately! I find myself
overwhelmed and worrying about things I know I can't do anything about, yet
can't get them out of my head!
My hubby and I were out on the lake this past weekend to have one of the very few fishing outings we may have the opportunity to go on this year, as winter weather threatens to cut our cool fall days short. We noticed, in particularly the birds on our outing. There were the always identifiable Coots that migrate here every fall and stay till the lake freezes. These little black-bodied, white beaked birds feed on the fish in large groupings and are pretty harmless.
We noticed that they were splashing around some and couldn't figure out why.
Then, we looked up. At first, we only saw faint images of some birds soaring way above us. 
As we looked more closely, we realized they were turkey vultures, gliding slowly and circling above us. Were they waiting for a bird to die or did they see something(that we didn't) that was already dead? We never figured out why they were up there, but it gave both me and my hubby such an eerie feeling.
Later, I read an old devotional, written by one of my favorite evangelists, David Wilkerson.
In
Genesis 15, God made a glorious agreement with Abraham. He instructed
the patriarch to take a female heifer and a female goat and cut them in
two. Then Abraham was to take a turtledove and a pigeon and lay them on
the ground, head to head. Abraham did as he was instructed, and as these
creatures lay bleeding, vultures began to descend on the carcasses.
Suddenly, Abraham felt a terrible darkness surrounding him. What was
this darkness? It was Satan in a panic.
How
do you think Satan reacts when he sees all the promises of God becoming
yours, as you give your life to Jesus? The devil goes into a jealous
rage. Then when he sees your firm resolve to go all the way with the
Lord, there is only one way for him to react: all of hell goes into a
panic!
What
did Abraham do when the vultures came? Scripture says he chased them
away. Likewise, the Lord has shown us a way to deal with menacing
vultures. We don’t have to be afraid of the devil’s attacks, because we
have been given mighty weapons of warfare.
Whenever
any voice of doubt or questioning of God comes into my mind, I have to
line it up against what I know about my loving Lord. I can’t accept any
thoughts as true if they are based on simply what I am feeling in the
moment. They have to be measured against Jesus’ promises to me about
himself and about the victory he has won for me.
Simply
put, if thoughts come to me that are accusing—if they cause doubt and
fear, or are condemning, or bring a sense of rejection—I know they are
not of God. We all have to be prepared for such horrible thoughts to
come. Even the Lord Jesus was subject to these kinds of thoughts from
the enemy during his wilderness temptation.
When
vultures come at you, bringing thoughts of unworthiness and insecurity,
chase them away with God’s Word. The sacrifice that the Lord has led
you to make is pleasing to him, and he will honor it.
Today, I had to do some "vulture
chasing". It wasn't easy, for I could feel them circling me and my
defenses were down because I wasn't feeling well today and they knew it! I had
to go to the Word of God and dwell in His promises. Slowly, they gave up and
started to leave. I think, just like the vultures on the lake, they were ready
and waiting for me to fail and give up. I found these awesome verses over at
Rachel Wojnarowski's blog...
- From the end of the earth I will cry to You, When my heart is overwhelmed; Lead me to the rock that is higher than I. Psalm 61:2
- When my spirit was overwhelmed within me, Then You knew my path. In
the way in which I walk They have secretly set a snare for me. Psalm 142:6
- Have you not known? Have you not heard? The LORD is the everlasting
God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He does not faint or grow
weary; his understanding is unsearchable. Isaiah 40:28
- But they who wait for the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall
mount up with wings like eagles; they shall run and not be weary; they
shall walk and not faint. Isaiah 40:31
- Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me. John 14:1
- There is none holy like the LORD: Finally,
be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. For there is none besides
you; there is no rock like our God. I Samuel 2:2
- The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and I
am helped. My heart leaps for joy and I will give thanks to him in song.
Psalm 28:7
- Commit your way to the LORD; trust in him, and he will act. Psalm 37:5
- The steps of a man are established by the LORD, when he delights in his way;Psalm 37:23
- Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. Eph. 6:2
As we
started to leave, after watching the birds awhile, I noticed there was one
solitary white seagull flying around the vultures. I'm not sure if he was with
them or trying to scare them off, but he was constant and never left. I wanted
to believe he was there protecting the Coots. Maybe, maybe not, but it made me
think that that is how God is....when we read His Word and seek Him in prayer,
He hovers over us with His protection and keeps us safe from the vultures of
this world.
Continuing to give thanks, listing the many gifts from the Lord all week long... Linking over at
"Multitude on Mondays".
1,526 - Time for fellowship with a friend.
1,527 - Praying on behalf of my son, who is the source of many of my worries.
1,528 - A quiet weekend at home, with my hubby.
1,529 - Not catching any fish, but instead, having a lesson through observing the birds on our lake.
1,530 - God's protection, when the vultures are circling and hovering over me.
1,531 - Powerful Scripture!
1,532 - A wonderful prayer I also found over at Rachel Wojnarwski's blog site.
